Light observations

I went for a walk today. One last walk in my old neighborhood. It will no longer belong to me after Sunday. I will have a new home again, and another after that. And then there will be another house. Until the end. Although that is not what this is about. The truth of it is that there will always be light, so there is no reason to be sad I keep telling myself, but why are you? It is nice today, the weather is considerably agreeable with you, and all you can think about is traveling. how selfish of you. I never though that 21 would be such a mindsweeper. Ok so my walk was nice. There are many trees that loom over the road on Bonham Ave. They are almost haunting, although when the afternoon light breaks through them it creates quite the spectacle on the road. The sun-speckled dinosaur patterns on the road do not make me sick to my stomach like the accumulation of old sofas and refrigerators that people have abandoned and strewn all down the side of my road. I keep thinking as long as I look to the sun gods there shall be light.